My mind is all over tonight

I have never been rich, but I have had friends that made tens of thousands to hundreds of thousands a month. I use to work with one of the newest coffee companies out there, with one of the best compensation plans out there, then I lost my passion. I couldn’t be a product of the product because honestly. I HATED COFFEE; then they came out with cocoa. Great! I love Chocolate, right? WRONG! I loathe chocolate. So how do you sell something that you dont even take? it’s hard, but it can be done. After I plateaued i gave up. I decided to put my energy into my 9 to 5 business and decided to not worry about my side gig that was giving me a nice little extra paycheck each month, and eventually became zero. I still have customers that buy however; if I dont sell at least 5 tubs of coffee a month, i dont make a commission. In my new company, Q Science, we have more products and I can use 98% of them (we have a dog line too 😉 . )

So, here’s a little more about me. I am five foot nine and I have 164 pounds of lean muscle mass in me; and that accounts for 47% of my body weight. That being said, you if you know anything about muscles, and weight, I am over weight. ALSO, if you that 164 pounds that it represents a whole other human being. Here’s my dilemma. I have always been strong. I have been lifting weights since I was 15. I felt like it was something that other girls my age couldn’t do and my coach actually didn’t like me for it because it pushed one of her girls out of the top ten because I ranked higher than she did due to my lifting abilities. I squatted 325 lbs. in the 9th grade! yes, I am 100% all natural female, no steroids no nothing. I have always been healthy (physically) and have only been in the hospital a couple of times. In April of 2019 I decided that I was tired of hurting and being fat and I decided to get a personal trainer. THEY ARE EXPENSIVE. But I knew I had to do something, so I budgeted other things out of my life so I can afford it. so twice a week I would go and work out. I really amazed him because I could life and leg press so much. I will add just a few “warm up” videos. But I like to lift weights, I dont have anyone that can hang with me though. I am 45, well over 300 and I can leg press 720 (and higher, but my bladder almost gave out that day). I have had men come up to me asking if they can help me take off some of the weight before they see me on there. I just tell them “NO”, but if you want you can add three more 45lb weights to that side! I “aint” no weaklin.. LOL.. any.. the Gym is my happy place, and between that and trying to eat right, I have lost 53 pounds of fat and gained 32 pounds of muscle. That’s pretty Bad butt if you ask me. I am proud of my weight loss and my muscle gain. I am also working on my fat loss. But what I like is that I have women half my age (and some older) asking me why I do not have cellulite on my legs.

I DONT KNOW. Most of these photos have never been on the internet before and since I dont think I have that many followers I am feeling brave. Enjoy and leave a comment if you want.

Published by gracefulgrind414

Married mother of 2 children, and 4 step children. I love God, helping others, fitness, and HOCKEY!!!

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